Soooooooo....... Guilty Post.

Sorry I haven't posted in a couple of weeks. Life has been crazy lately. I'm working on starting my fundraising for my next pageant. And I have college. And my room is in DESPERATE need of cleaning. So why am I sitting here blogging about it instead of doing it? Well, I am doing it, I'm just taking a break to write it all down. Why not post it on my blog, instead of just putting on my screen as a reminder? I haven't posted in awhile, and life is just... Overwhelming, you know what  I mean? I have a project due on Monday that I haven't finished. Why not? Because I can't find the laminate countertops that I need. They have to have the under tones of the color scheme that I am working with, but GUESS WHAT????? NO ONE CARRIES THEM!!!!!!!!!! I literally looked at Lowe's, Sutherland's, Home Depot (Yech), and Menards. NO LAMINATES IN THE RIGHT COLORS OR UNDERTONES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is wrong with these places? I was depending on them so I wouldn't have to pay TONS of money that I DON'T have for a small piece of laminate. So now I'm NOT getting a good grade, and I'm going to FAIL the class. Maybe I'm not supposed to be an Interior Designer. Or even a college student. What do you think? Maybe I can make a living off of YouTube like other people with no life. (No offense if any of you are reading this.)  I have already put a few stuff up on YouTube, so WHAT'S NEXT???????? I am definitely going to do the pageant again. And this year I am going to Vlog it and post it on YouTube. Then you can get a small idea of what pageant weekend is like. And then there is all of the prep that goes into it. I am probably going to have a couple of friends following me with cameras and recording it like some of the other girls do. Any takers? You would get a firsthand look at what all I do. Anyway, what is my life going to be like after I fail this semester of college? Try again, and I get the best grades EVER? Because I already took the courses, and know what the answers are to all of the questions? And then there are the animals. I have two hens, a rooster, a cat, and four siblings. Only two of them will actually constitute as "animals" though. My life is almost overwhelming. What is it going to be like when I actually GRADUATE??? Speaking of which, I need to start planning my birthday/ graduation party. Yeah, I'm going to combine them. So what? I can't afford to do two separate parties. Besides it'll be a lot more fun. MORE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you guess who doesn't have much of an outside social life, but needs to be around people? Yep. Me. Besides that, I found out that the car ISN'T repairable. Dad thought it was, but apparently the frame is bent. So now we have to replace it. What about my school transportation? I have been applying for several jobs at a time (to no avail so far.) Hopefully I can get a job soon. Well, I DO have two different sales jobs waiting for me to turn 18. Thank goodness my birthday is only a few months away!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope y'all don't mind just taking a look at my life right now. If you have any ideas about what I can write about, let me know PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! See you again! Remember to get back up, straiten your crown, and keep pushing like the queen you are!!!! I'm out, Tabitha.