Sorry I haven't posted in a couple of weeks. Life has been crazy lately. I'm working on starting my fundraising for my next pageant. And I have college. And my room is in DESPERATE need of cleaning. So why am I sitting here blogging about it instead of doing it? Well, I am doing it, I'm just taking a break to write it all down. Why not post it on my blog, instead of just putting on my screen as a reminder? I haven't posted in awhile, and life is just... Overwhelming, you know what  I mean? I have a project due on Monday that I haven't finished. Why not? Because I can't find the laminate countertops that I need. They have to have the under tones of the color scheme that I am working with, but GUESS WHAT????? NO ONE CARRIES THEM!!!!!!!!!! I literally looked at Lowe's, Sutherland's, Home Depot (Yech), and Menards. NO LAMINATES IN THE RIGHT COLORS OR UNDERTONES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is wrong with these places? I was depending on them so I wouldn't

Soooo... The day before yesterday I was on my way to school in Wichita and the weather was NASTY!!!! I was going around a bend in the road like you normally would in the rain, and I lost control of the vehicle. And I didn't just slide off into the ditch gently. NO WAY!! I was thrown around a couple of times, went into the ditch HARD, and then I jumped a driveway, which was about two feet high. Then I was back on the road, and spinning. I tried the brakes, but like they were when I left, they were still spongey. Later my brother told me it was because they needed to be bled. ANYWAY, after I spun around in the middle of the road, I went into the ditch, and a lady that saw it said the car almost flipped over. At first I thought "Oh I'll just drive out of the ditch, and keep going to school." BUT NOOOOO! I ended up with a shattered rim, a broken sway bar, a broken door, a bent tailpipe, an overhead console that came off and hit me in the head, a bruised rib, and a broken